It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

Can't wait to see what you do next Coco!! I know it will be amazing!!

The Freak.

This is my favorite quote this week, and where I find myself at this moment in my life. Yes, I'm a freak too. But I'm finally ok with it.

"I'm not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything. I've always been a freak. So I've been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know. I'm one of those people."
— John Lennon

Juno: Anyone Else But You.

And then who the hell was I?

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And in the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
And I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassieres
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And now all your love is wasted
And then who the hell was I?
And I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

The Effort.

Over The Hills & Far Away.

Spent the last hour or so watching old footage of Led Zeppelin's performances. It's one of those nights. Glass of wine and lots of writing and thinking and wondering and zeppeling. I hope everything works out. I hope it's been worth it.

The Heart.

I've always been obsessed with hearts. It's so beautiful and powerful. I think the best and most intimate moments are when you're lying next to someone you love and you can hear their heart beat. It's the place in the body where we can feel the most joy or sadness. It's what keeps us going. It's our most valuable possession, the one thing we want but are not always willing to give to someone else. It's so precious, and in some cases, too big for our own bodies.